Thursday, August 20, 2009

But I ain't got wings...

The tiny room grows less and less familiar with each passing holiday, especially as she continues to line it with boxes and dustmites. The fact that she's allergic filth makes it even less inviting. There's a constant conflict of where she wants to be and what will make her happy.She stops at inspiration, scratching the surface of all things interesting. Staying safe often leads to unknowingly taking more and more risks. Insanity is defined as repeating the same behavior while expecting different result. This girl, by default, is insane. 

Tomorrow she leaves, as she does quite often. She's always been great at disappearing, and starting the same life somewhere else. Living out her insanity against a different backdrop, while following the same script with different characters. One day she may realize that life isn't just a play, but the insane being never stops to take a still image of themselves. Maybe this time, she'll decide to do things differently.